And The Winner of Round 2 is........

      Hi everyone. I'm Bob Linda's husband. I'll be writing the blog today while Linda is recovering.As most  of you may know Linda's tumor regrew and she had to have surgery yesterday. Everything went well and the surgeon was able to remove the whole tumor. This time he put chemo wafers on the tumor site to help keep it from regrowing. As most of you know Linda is very much against Chemo and Radiation treatment for cancer, but the surgeon  assured us that these wafers have a very low toxicity and were very well tolerated.
       As far as I can tell she came through it with no deficits. The doctor said she may temporarily have some speech problems do to the wafers, but so far everything is normal. She said she didn't sleep last night because she wanted to concentrate on her breathing to get the anesthesia out of her system. Right now shes finally taking a nap. She's been hungry and ate about half of her breakfast and is going to the bathroom on her own. They also have an order in the ICU to get her into a regular room, probably sometime today. I'll keep you updated.
      The last we talked about it she still didn't want any radiation and chemo. There is one thing that we just started a couple of weeks ago so we don't really know how effective it will be on this and its called pine cone extract. This particular extract was developed here in Tampa and will boost your immune system 9 times. Also she will be using a device that uses a pulsed magnectic field at 9.6hrtz that will help her cells utilize oxygen much better. That's the main problem with cancer. The cells don't get enough oxygen for whatever reason and revert to using glucose instead. I have a good feeling that these last two things that we're adding to the arsenal will help do the trick. And for all of you people who are skeptical and want some evidence just let me know and I'll provide all of the scientific papers and studies to make your head explode.
      I send periodic text out to everyone I have a number for to let everyone know how she's doing so if you wan to be on the list just let me know.
      We all know Linda's been though a lot in her life and she just keeps on going and don't think this will be any different. Linda's not going to leave this planet until she's good and ready to, so let all keep the faith.
     

Alive and Kicking

I know it has been a while since my last entry but I have something that I think everyone should know, as of November 30th according to the oncologist I should have been dead. I am still very much alive and kicking. So the trust we put into western medicine has again proved itself to be wrong .  We should put our trust into something that has proven itself over and over again to work. The alternative way to health is a much more trusting way to go.  I don't know how people can be so convinced that radiating their bodies is a safe method to healing ourselves. We need to change our ways of thinking and people would be on the road to pure and healthy life.

Back to Work

Today was my first day back to work. Everyone was very glad to see me and I was getting hugs from people left and right. It felt good to know I was missed. Before I got sick I didn't know that the people I worked with cared so much. I guess I was wrong. Being loved and appreciated is a great feeling. If we all start to change to be positive, energetic and caring individuals, this planet we call earth is going to be the greatest place in the entire cosmos to live. We all must start with love and forgiveness for each other and the rest will fall into place. Remember ANGER is one letter short of DANGER.

You are What Matters

I can't believe it, but many people are starting to except the fact that "they are what matters" in this society we call collectivization. I just started to realize this myself, that we are what's important not the materialistic treasures we hold on to. When we come to except this we will start to care more about each other instead of how much money we have and how many possessions we own.

Body & Spirit

I've experienced a great many different outlooks on life that I never thought I would think of. Many of the experiences are of a spiritual nature. The key to perfect health is and has always been in you. YES, You have the power to heal yourself. This may seem like a bunch of made up new age crap, but I assure you that it is not.  I have learned that health is not only physical but mental as well. (otherwise known as Body & Spirit). If  one part of the puzzle is missing you cannot see the complete picture and my friends, a complete picture has an energy component that cannot be expressed by words. The one thing I can tell you is when you feel at peace you will know. That my friends is a great feeling and a superior way to live. Be at peace and  positive energy will flow freely.

All You Need is Love

One of the most important lessons I have learned from having a brain tumor is that each and everyday should and is a blessing. We are given a great gift and in my circumstance a 2nd chance for a great life. Make the most out of this life and enjoy this great planet we live on.

Remember the simple things and the others we fall into place. Last and Most important, love and forgive each other everyday. And don't forget to balance out those checkbooks of life everyday and start the next day with a clean slate.

More Words of Wisdom

Today I stopped by my employer to check in and let them know I'm still alive and kicking. While I was there I was talking with one of my friends and she told me one of our former co workers, who was fairly young ( 30ish ), had died. I told her that she is in a better place now and more at peace. Something that I've been starting to realize is that there is nothing to fear about death. It's just the next step to a higher plane of existence. Many of us are taught at very young age to be afraid of death when in reality we need to realize that death is just another step towards enlightenment.  While we are on the planet we call earth we need to love and forgive each other and we will be a happier species.